Hey guys, just a shirt update.
I'm glad to say that I have finally found someone I like and who feels the same way about me :)
I was really surprised because even though the signs were there, I wasn't expecting anything to come out of it. (Read the signs wrongly before, didn't wanna make the same mistakes again)
He's the first guy to make me realise what truly liking someone means. It isn't about what the other person can do for you, or how being with them can elevate your status, but more of what you can give to the other person and cherishing the moments we have together.
All my past crushes were all about me fantasising about the possibility that we could get together some day and have an amazing relationship. Little did I realise that I was holding unrealistic expectations for them and for myself. Now that I'm finally experiencing mutual feelings, I'm starting to see how different it really is.
However, I'm also beginning to see why pretty girls don't really like it when people call them hot or pretty and get confessed to based on that. It is as if the guy is unable to look beyond your looks and body, and once that is gone, he would move on to the next one and not care about you anymore. That is my current fear, and I hope it doesn't happen.
I guess the way to go about this is not hold any expectations and take things as they come, that way, no one will get hurt.
He's now gone for a week, it hasn't even been a full day yet and I already miss him. Sigh, Theodora B you are so hopeless.
Love you guys, best of luck for your exams, it's tough but I'm sure y'all can do it! :) ciao~
