Once upon a time, there was a boy who loved a girl. So much, he would have done anything for her. But she took no notice, blissfully unaware of his love. He would have done anything to make her his, even if it meant hurting her. And so began his deception, making her fall into a world of romance and fantasy, and made her fall so deep, she could not turn back, and thus a strange relationship began.
Then one day, he decided that he was sick of playing games, and revealed the sick truth to her, thinking he could love her as himself. How would a girl feel if what she believed in wasn't real, and all of it was just one big fat lie? Devastated. Betrayed. Broken. She could never have loved anyone as much ever again..... and all she had left were those sweet, tainted memories of her virtual prince charming.
The boy didn't give up on them though, he loved her so. He tried his best to mend the relationship between them and treated her like a princess. But she thought that she could never trust him again, and pushed him away to avoid getting hurt. Numerous other guys chased after her, but she found herself pulled towards the very same guy, unable to break free of those chains. Little did she know, she loved him so.
The boy was crushed, but he knew he did wrong, and then he let her be, thinking that if it were meant to be, she would come back to him.
Days turned into months, and months turned into years. Each of them lived their own lives as if nothing happened. Occasionally, they would talk to each other, those precious moments each of them held dear, perhaps through the phone, or behind the computer. But, just what relationship could they derive by communicating this way? Still, they believed.
Perhaps the boy wanted to find an outlet for his unrequited love and frustrations, or just for a breath of fresh air, but twice he left her for other girls, and made it clearly known. She was shocked and hurt, but it never showed, and no one knew. The feeling of getting betrayed was already carved on to her soul, not once, but thrice. She sighed, not knowing what was going through his mind, and put up that same sad smile once again to face him.
At the end of four years, they decided to stop running away from their feelings and decided to be together, but alas, things were just not meant to be.
She wanted to make him pay for what he did to her, and decided to play a little game with him, leaving the boy utterly confused and hurt. Each time he tried to get closer, she pushed him away, but when he was about to leave, she pulled him right back. At this point of time, the boy had new-found fame and popularity, much unlike the times previously when the only reason for him to live was to love her.
His way of thinking was changed everyday, ever so slightly, but clearly, and she did not realise that fast enough. She thought that he would wait for her, just like she did for him. He wanted to meet her and talk, but she just could not find the courage to meet him face to face. That was her biggest mistake. The boy started to realise that nothing good would ever come out of their relationship if they could not physically be together.
Another girl found her way into the boy's heart, and sick of playing games with the girl, he let her in. A little while later, he dropped the bomb, saying that he could no longer love the girl, as he had someone else in his heart. Needless to say, the girl was stunned. She thought that he would be there forever. Who knew that things would turn out like this? Broken once again, there was too many little pieces of her shattered heart to mend itself without the help of another. She felt strangely numb to the hurt he has caused her, as it had happened one too many times. But she couldn't help breaking down, as she thought of this little quote:
In this case, the boy and girl is inverted. :/
Their story still goes on, but for now it ends here.
If they had admitted their feelings sooner, things would not have turned out this way. If they weren't so motherfucking STUBBORN, things would not have turned out this way.
This is something that all people should learn. STOP playing games with each other, STOP doing things to hurt each other, and STOP using a third party to help reconcile the two of you, because it will never work out.
I had enough of being the messenger, the love guru, the solace-giver, and whatever. All I want for the both of you is to be happy. WHY? Why is that never ever possible? Why won't you guys listen? I wanted to be that friend, to be the one that irritating one who disturbs your dates together, to be the one screaming and crying with happiness at your wedding.
No, it is not because you guys weren't meant to be together. It is just because you guys don't give way at all, you with your 'ideals' and 'personality', and you with your shyness. ARGH. It frustrates me to the core when I have seen the two of you being so goddamn happy together and yet things turn out this way because of awful timing and perhaps just plain stupidity.
Everyone knows relationships need work. Ask anyone in a BGR. Why give up now and leave one of you miserable? I don't know. I just wish to see the both of you smiling with sincere happiness at the end of the road, together or not.
Peace out.
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